Poetry

Shell Shock
After the trench, I couldn’t
Touch him.
Blunted bayonets and young, rotting chests
Lay piled on the chaise lounge.
A gangrene foot on my tea tray
Disconcerted callers.
After the fields of Flanders,
Poppies grew.
Straw hats cheered and pinwheels turned,
Sundays paraded under bandshells.
A mute swell of ticker tape
Fell on numb heroes.
He’s one limb over the sea
In sewage,
Straddling where consciousness divides.
Farther than Brueghel’s fields or poppies,
Under which–I confess–
I would rather
he lie.

Proserpine
I. Harvest
A carpet of gold rises to my mother’s back. Over her stooping, a sapphire strip widens its rivulet.
In a clearing, I see coarse girls in linen, braiding each other’s wheat-stalk hair. One’s head sprouts a vine of morning glories. Another, the tail of a razorback boar. The third, a city with twisting spires, and swallows in its cobbled squares.
Suddenly the razorback tears through scalp (feet first, then tusk). Two girls shriek; one carries her face.
The grass opens like a steaming wound: Four sleek iguanas, an obsidian charioteer with eyes that rub the small of my back and a half-smile that would swallow me, jerking at its corners like a whip
From the far side of the field, I can hear my mother wring her hands.
II. The Queen of the Dead
Ash-frosted shards of neon blue where men go to die over needles and feathered blondes in tank tops who smoke Marlboros in my bed when he thinks I won’t notice but a tomb is not a big place. Squalling smirks of boxsprings the one jacknifed and moth-frayed scours out sobbing from their curled backs as he gravels them like a dog’s tooth on a hacksaw blade (felted hammered malleted chords, taut washing prayerhands). Now occasionally he will knock at my door with a fistful of pomegranate seeds, which my tongue unbeads from his fingertips. I do not eat them because I wish to stay, but in hopes that their pithy cleft afternoon will satisfy my longing for something more.
III. The Meditation of Demeter
in the fall, the gourds
eject from branch-crooks
aborted bare seeds lie
til burlap-faced farmers
drive them underground.
Everyone knows what happens next:
they grow to noble trees, which die in the winter.

Suitcase
I wonder why luggage is so expensive
when the cost of being transient
is already too high.
Maybe that’s what people mean
when they say they “carry baggage.”
That they have invested in a container
for all the things they cannot hold.